> Dear VoltsJolts: Is this really a true story about your personal > experience, yes, it is true to the point that it took a lot of courage to go public with this. willingly posting this to the net is like intentionally creating a situation of raw intimate exposure of my closest secret to others that is a nightmare right out of my childhood fears. > Are you now doing estim in a more sane way? no, none at all. i have truly given it up for over 15 years. except for some recent toy building for others (i'll post about that later) > If so, does it satisfy you, after you have been into such extreme i know myself well enough to understand that nothing short of my previous experiences would ever satisfy me again and now that i am a more careful person i cant allow that to happen. to be honest i am posting this story because the desire never went away. you can push those demons deep down inside but i dont think it is ever going to go away unless you can talk it out. to date, with all my posting and writing on many boards i have never heard from any other person who has done anything like this at any age but i have not given up yet. ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Ever feel sad or cry for no reason at all? Depression. Narrated by Kate Hudson. http://us.click.yahoo.com/Ntf6vA/esnJAA/d1hLAA/cQYolB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> ---------------------------"^..^"--------------------------- ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Adult S e x Video Chatrooms - Free Registration! Sexy Girls! - Ask Them anything You Want To See! ----->>> http://www.adult-video-chat.sexis.hu <<<----- --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/electrosex/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
