--- rudra_joe <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
> snip > > Give up the drug haze and narcosis, and then what? > Feel the sharp and brilliant light of the Absolute > sweep me up into it's goofy and timeless and > unweaving arms and let my life dissolve. Because > that's what happens now when I am clear, my life > dissolves before my eyes, and I become new. I am > tired of becoming new. I want to slow it down and > set my own pace and to do that I need to be cloudy, > I need to be obsessive of my ideas. I need to not > forget the relative in transcending. Transcending > spaces me out. The alkaloids bring it all back into > focus. I prolly really needed ritalin or adderal > but too late. It's self medication now. Ah! RJ, I didn't know that you had felt the total burn of the Absolute. Pretty brutal stuff on the individuality. It took me about about 12 years to come to terms with having nothing there. Things are a lot better now, but I do sympathize with your plight. My first reaction to nothingness, after the retching inducing fear, was, "this is it?" Give me a break. Too many samskaras going crack, snapple and pop for any comfort. -Peter > >snip > > > > > > ----- Original Message ----- > From: crukstrom > To: [email protected] > Sent: Wednesday, March 16, 2005 9:08 PM > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Generation Sit, a > nice blogger for meditators. > > > > --- In [email protected], "rudra_joe" > <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> > wrote: > (snip) > > > Druggies are the deepest thinkers. > > > > > I used to think so, not any more. Now it just > sounds like an > otherwise intelligent being wandering around in > circles inside a > chemically impaired brain. > > At the risk of being a humorless bore I say; Stop > taking drugs. > > I heard an interview with Dennis Hopper one time > and his observation > was that although drug experiences can open some > doors, after > continued use those doors quickly shut. > > Druggies... > Just a bunch of Bukowski wannabe's. > > > Rick Carlstrom > > > > > > To subscribe, send a message to: > [EMAIL PROTECTED] > > Or go to: > http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ > and click 'Join This Group!' > > > Yahoo! Groups Sponsor > ADVERTISEMENT > > > > > > ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > Yahoo! Groups Links > > a.. To visit your group on the web, go to: > http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ > > b.. To unsubscribe from this group, send an > email to: > [EMAIL PROTECTED] > > c.. Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to the > Yahoo! Terms of Service. > > __________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! Small Business - Try our new resources site! http://smallbusiness.yahoo.com/resources/ To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
