Oh, yes, and of course you were right, if it matters -- I am indeed a 
black magician, the very blackest. If you like, I am both Satan and 
God, prideful coal-black hateful ignorance and lovingly humble 
emptiful enlightenment, and the full spectrum in between, and none of 
the above. I am Hitler; I am MMY; I am George W. Bush and the Orionite 
ET "Illuminati"; I am the Antichrist Pope to come; I am the dreaded 
Tsunami; I am ravaged and tortured Iraq; I am the world, happy and 
heartbroken, wreathed in smoke and radiant with light; I am RudraJoe 
festooned in rudraksha, slaving freely over a hot stove. My eyes are 
everywhere. I bind, I release, I twirl, and I do absolutely nothing. 
How could it be otherwise? If it exists at all, there I am. If it 
doesn't exist at all, there I am. Sometimes I forget, but that's OK 
too. There I am! Right?

:-)

 
> Yes, thanks. This reminds me that everything I've ever written and 
> everything I'll ever write is just a small dyke on the bottom of the 
> ocean floor. It's not true; it's not false; there's no point in 
> belief or disbelief. It doesn't keep the ocean out; it doesn't keep 
> the ocean in. At best, it shows only (in itself) where the ocean 
> appears not to be in that moment.
> 
> A longdead sailor's skull, its ivory now turned to gold. Who 
> notices; who benefits? A minnow swims in and looks out of dead 
> eyesockets. For a moment the skull dreams it is again a man.





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