--- In [email protected], anonymousff <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > --- In [email protected], "Jeff Fischer" > <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > > As a former member of the Silent Seventeen, I'd like to say this > > group and it's posts have intrigued me. As a former TM teacher > > and Governor, a lot has downright shocked me. > > I have been a Scientologist since 1990 but bear no ill will > > toward the TMO. Obviously, I didn't feel I was getting what I > > needed/wanted. Also, I can obviously relate to being called a > > cultist as what I've had to put up with being in Scientology > > dwarfs any criticism I got as a TMer. > > > > I've been reading, digesting, and wondering what it all means > > and where it might lead. I guess I'll continue to do more of > the > > same, but wanted to identify that I am indeed out there. Thanks > to > > Rick Archer (who I attended MIU with) for his kindness and > > helping me get up to speed. > > > > Best, > > Jeff Fischer > > > > > what was missing in TM for you or what are you getting using > Scientology ? > > all for the best
TM saved me from oblivion at 23. For this I am very grateful. However, at 37 I was walking to the dome in Radiance(Austin, TX) to create coherence for world peace when I realized my own life was shit: something was very wrong with that picture. How could I help the world when I myself was so miseraberable? A client of mine was a Scientologist and he saw my torment. He refused the "everything's fine" brush off and showed me some info that helped me get straight w/ myself. I read information that made sense to me and when I applied it I got a result. In TM I remember once feeling enlightenmant was truly within my grasp and a week later feeling like a slug on the bottom of the ocean with no chance of making it. MMY spoke of signposts: CC, GC, UC. Scientology has much smaller signposts that are quickly attainable and subjectively real to me, that also seem verified by my non-Scientology friends as well. I feel much more stable and see real progress. I went to the Scientology Church for a year before I decided I was a Scientologist. I felt like a traitor. I'd look both ways before I went in to the Church. But, every time I did a course or got some auditing (Sci counseling) I understood myself and life better. So I had to make a decision. It was my personal integrity. Scientology got me results I could see and were real for me, so I let a few of my TM friends know that I was no longer w/ (but not against) the TM group I could give you more, but that's the gist. Jeff F To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
