Yeah, I'm a hypocrite, but I know it, and I know that I should apply
mercy and forgiveness to those who are psychologically broken like the
tragic wrecks that you and Off are, but I have my limits -- which I'm
trying to grow out of. I'm figuring another ten years before the likes
of you can be stomached like some Cayjun char on a rack of blackened
ribs -- unhealthy, bitter by itself, but a neat highlight otherwise. 
Until then, you're char, say, about a 55 gallon drum of it. 

I'm not a cheek turner as much as I like the philosophy -- to me,
turning a cheek is like a supreme zen moment -- it'd better be real. 
Faking one's turning of a cheek is, oh let's ballpark it, about ten
zillion times worse than getting triggered beyond one's ability to
retain emotional clarity/balance and then lashing out.

My lashing out is a set of words on message boards -- that's my
sublimation -- I don't drive fast, drink to excess, chew my
fingernails, have insomnia, sic the snow-cops my shit-head neighbor
who never once shoveled his walk in the worse winter of all time in
Madison, WI, watch slasher flicks, lose myself in video games, over
eat, or cheat on my taxes.  And that's merely the beginning of a very
long list of behaviors and morals I mindfully tend.

Whereas you, when a friendly person says you should read a bit more
about astronomy, get defensive and vow to retain your ignorance and
delusions like you've been challenged in a bar fight. 

Edg



--- In [email protected], "hugheshugo"
<[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
>
> --- In [email protected], Duveyoung <no_reply@> wrote:
> >
> 
> 
> 
> "go take a header into a cesspool you ugly spirited prick"
> 
> And from the very same sentence:
> 
> "at least I cultured my nervous system to nurture
> and retain and expand my New Age values" 
> 
> Love it.
>


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