--- In [email protected], I am the eternal <l.shad...@...> wrote:
>
> On Fri, Apr 24, 2009 at 8:30 AM, satvadude108 <[email protected]>wrote:
>
> >
> > What is his story? When I tried to follow, in the
> > archives, how it unfolded I was struck by what
> > appeared to be a seriously disturbed individual
> > in need of help other than yagyas and long
> > program.
> >
>
> His issue is that he is waiting for an apology, on FFL for unjustly being
> called a "racist". Now as for your or anyone else's opinions, it's pretty
> evident here on FFL that opinions are like assholes. Everybody's got one
> and so many here on FFL are assholes. And that includes Edward, Barry and
> Mareck. I note that Barry's posts are full of bravado but you can
> definitely detect the fear underlying his false bravado.
>
> Notice how Barry takes it upon himself, pig that he is all of the time here
> on FFL, to take on the role of Miss Manners, as a holier than thou judge for
> FFL to take people to task and show everybody how much more superior he is.
> He ain't. Why would someone be so obsessed with this group. from Usenet to
> Yahoo so he can bicker with Judy? Who's the sick one who needs help in this
> picture?
>
I am honestly trying to get a read on what you
are about Tom. Referring to yourself in the third
person gives me a vivid clue.
You cut the beginning of my post in your quote.
Were you called a racist here *before* you posted
porn in the FFL files and continually posted you
would destroy FFL and wipe it from the face of
the earth?
Now that wasn't very nice, nor was it the behavior
of the brave man you seem to wish to project
yourself to be. Its more than a little odd that both
before and after your explosion of anger at being
labeled a racist you proudly proclaimed yourself
one and reveled in reasons why. Why the anger at a
label you embraced so readily Tom? If you are
truly trying to correct a self-created image of
being a maniac you are perhaps behaving at odds
to that end.
Are the qualities you see so clearly in others
profoundly manifested by what you see in a
mirror? Fear. False bravado. Assholiness.
Judgmental. Obsession.
We do all have opinions here Tom. I've been known
to be a dick as has Edg and Turq. In my
experience I have never seen Marek behave
in a manner other than one would see in an
intelligent, helpful, professional individual. That
you feel otherwise is due to your processing his
strongly castigating you thru your Puff-fish
glasses. IMO. Your milage obviously varies. Your
MPG would improve if you did not have a history
of making oblique comments about Vaj staying out
of dark alleys, placing pornographic files in FFL's
archives, and making demonstrably false allegations
that a member of FFL sent you kiddie porn.
You are obviously having a tough time of it. I truly
hope your troubled mind finds lasting peace.