--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "It's just a ride" 
<bill.hicks.all.a.r...@...> wrote:
>
> On Wed, Jan 27, 2010 at 10:41 AM, Hugo <richardhughes...@...> wrote:
> >
> >
> >> I have many friends who ran for the Natural Law Party, who follow
> >> every bit of Maharishi Joytish, Maharishi Ayurveda, MVVT, whatever
> >> they can afford, who are expecting me to come in the Spring to IA and
> >> are used to my supporting them on IA.  I dare not speak my heresy to
> >> them.  It is lonely when you disengage yourself from the Matrix.
> >> Suddenly it's just you and billions of other souls.  You no longer
> >> feel a kinship with a few thousand hypnotized people.
> >
> > And the further away you get the stranger it seems, until one
> > day you run into an old friend and they'll say something like
> > "I got some nature support today" and a shiver runs down the
> > back of your neck. Was I ever really like this, you'll wonder.
> >
> > TM teachers get can shocked when you reject the "knowledge" but
> > real friends don't care if you don't share their beliefs anymore, would you?
> >
> 
> Right now it's not strange.  It was ever strange.  The year of this,
> Hail President Despot, Maharishi This, That and The Other (Trademark
> symbol here), phony academic degrees, phony exalted titles.  Rush to
> build this forest academy but we won't fund it and we'll let it rot
> into the ground.   Governors (of which states?), Ministers (of who's
> cabinet?), phony countries, it's the numbers that count.  Except that
> one sidha counts for 100 unless there are N then it's N^2, but if it's
> a pandit, then you have to solve a polynomial.  Now it's neutral.  As
> in things may come, things may go but I go on forever.
> 
> Except for one guy who comes to IA from Europe but only goes to the
> Dome twice, max and does a quick 20 minute meditation in his suite
> otherwise, my friends are trying to save me from my heresy.  It's
> obviously unstressing.  Perhaps if I spoke with a sidhi administrator.
>  My doshas aren't balanced.   If only I'd go back to reading my pulse
> and eat what my pulse tells me to eat.  It's a phase.  It's a reaction
> to too much, too fast.  It's a reaction to my reporting that so much
> of the world has fallen away, leaving just me.  That's obviously just
> a sign of unstressing.
> 
> The strangest was an email from my yagna group in India that a
> "friend" had donated money for a yagna with a sankalpa of pulling me
> back into the fold.
> 
> These not be friends, methinks.
>

Be careful out there.  

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