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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain <no_re...@...> wrote:
>
> A young yogi was making his way south from the Himalayas -- where he had been 
> a close working disciple of a famous saint and yogi. He took his time, This 
> was newly post-British, post-partition India -- freedom rippled through the 
> air. He enjoyed the leisurely pace of hoping on the roof of a train -- 
> sometimes even splurging for a seat in 3rd class  -- sleeping by rivers, 
> drinking chai in the morning in busy morning ad hoc market places - the ripe 
> bounty of nature in all of its colors and scents like a waterfall over the 
> senses. Life was good. Anything was possible. 
> 
> A thought arose of the West -- and the suffering there. Could he help the 
> devastating poverty of the soul in that desolate land?  Silly thought. More 
> chai. Of course he could in theory -- having gained vast wisdom and insight 
> at the feet of his teacher. But westerners were not interested in pujas, 
> samadhi, caves of silence, the blazing light of the universe shining within. 
> 
> But several days later, a second thought of the west. "These incessant 
> thoughts! What! Did I eat something impure?!" Then his gaze landed on an old 
> copy of a British newspaper. He enjoyed the Brit journalists -- even as he 
> loathed -- in a dis-attached way -- the imperialsts of that little cold, 
> foggy island. They reminded him of college -- prior to his discipleship -- 
> when he had aspired to become an engineer - maybe a physicist - helping to 
> rebuild India to become again the beacon to the world -- the gateway to vast 
> prosperity and the Divine - together. 
> 
> His gaze was caught by some simple sketches. A series of little paintings. A 
> frustrated little boy, clearly with huge doubts overhanging in every 
> direction. A quite clever, self-assured guru-ma little girl -- "no, no, this 
> time will be good" she brazenly declared.  "Come on, do it". The little boy 
> charged at this -- what, such an odd shaped soccer ball. HA! the little boy 
> kicks into air as the little yogini snatches the ball away at the last 
> minute. The boy is laid flat prone in the air. HA! I feel the thud of his 
> little back hitting the ground. The wind knocked out of him completely. 
> Nothing is at it seems. Foiled again. HA!  
> 
> Another chai, a bit of paan. And then, the Eureka light of God exploded 
> within. Thats the gateway to the west. And their ticket out of their 
> miserable poverty of the soul. Keep tricking them, until they get IT -- the 
> impermanence of everything. And what is left after that?
> Vast, unbounded nothingness. 
> 
> Build them up, promise this time its for real -- and always, always snatch 
> the ball away from them. Promise them this, then give them that. With no 
> explanation. Let their little baffled heads explode in confusion until its 
> all emptiness -- and then fullness inside and outside. 
> 
> Yes! That is the message for the west. Promise them their wildest dreams, and 
> more -- then every time the goal is near, snatch that ball from under them. 
> Act surprised when questioned -- "ball -- what ball". Tell them to adore the 
> red ball. When its clearly a black ball. Tell them the ball is 12 feet tall, 
> when it is barely 12 inches tall. Let them scratch their head, dazed and 
> confused. Let them create all of their stories of why the ball really is 12 
> feet tall and red, or why it really is not going to be pulled away at the 
> last minute. Let them tell their stories, over and over and over and over -- 
> until they run out of stories. About the ball, about themselves and about  
> life. Just emptiness remains. Just a hallow universe. Just fullness.
> 
> He stood on a large rock at the riverside, began to talk about how he was 
> going to bring the  west and the world out of darkness, how the glory of 
> inner and outer life would reign supreme again in India and the World. People 
> listened, people were inspired. The yogi's needs were met. A meal. A train 
> ticket. Finally a plane ticket to the west. 
> 
> He landed in Los Angeles and began to talk of great and grand things. And how 
> people could transform their lives and have everything they ever  dreamed of. 
> And on and on. And then suddenly that 12 foot red ball disappeared. "Oh, oh, 
> not to worry, just a small understanding." And then the same grand story 
> again. Then wham -- 100 westerners flat on their backs. Again. It was too 
> hard to keep from laughing. So he did begin to giggle -- to let some of the 
> laughter out. Always giggling.
> 
> The stories grew grander. The crowds grew larger. The ceremony of getting 
> ready to kick the ball became more elaborate. And always the same. whish -- 
> ball swooped  away at the las minute. And the gullable crowd, even larger, 
> always came back for more. And always with more elaborate stories as to where 
> the ball went, why, that the yogi was the best ball placer in the world, even 
> if the ball always disappeared. Stories, stories, stories. You would not 
> believe the detailed, elaborate contorted stories why the ball really was 
> there all along. We just didn't see it right. It was our shortcoming, this 
> way or that.  On and on.
> 
> Until, one day, I kicked nothingness, went prone in the air, fell with an 
> echoing thud on the ground, and the stories stopped. Actually there never was 
> a story.
>


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