I believe we've talked about the way people tend to have "witnessing" 
experiences in times of crisis. For example, I've told of a co-worker who 
reported, upon being told she had cancer, that she felt as though she was 
watching the diagnosis being given to another person. But we haven't talked 
about a related phenomenon that I've noticed, which is that people sometimes 
survive difficult situations by maintaining something of a witness's 
perspective toward them. Or so it seems.

I'll say at the outset that I recognize that most survivors do nothing like 
what I'm about to describe. There are many ways to cope with adversity, and 
many degrees of strength going into adversity that would help a person cope 
with it. Yet this quality of witnessing seems to help, too.

I was reminded of this experience by an article about H.G. Adler I read in a 
recent "New Yorker." Adler survived an astounding three-plus years in Nazi work 
camps. As I was wondering how he did it, I encountered this passage:

"Adler himself writes, in his introduction to 'Theresienstadt 1941-1945,' that 
within a few months of his arrival in the cap it became clear tro him that he 
had a responsibility to analyze his situation systematically rather than 
passively surrender to it. 'I said to myself: You must observe life in this 
society as soberly and objectively as a scientist studying an obscure tribe.... 
Thus I lived in the camp simultaneously as both an outside observer and a 
typical prisoner.'"

Adler's objectivity reminded me of two other people encountered in my readings: 
Frank Hurley, the photographer on Ernest Shackleton's 1914 expedition to the 
South Pole that resulted in the expedition being stranded there; and John 
Ransom, author of "Andersonville Diary," an account of his imprisonment in the 
American Civil War's notoriously deadly military prison.

I cannot say that Hurley and Ransom were survivors by virtue of the objectivity 
each gained in his art. Ranson was a photographer who continued to shoot 
pictures as their ship, the Endurance, was crushed by ice and the crew was 
stranded; Ransom, maintained a log of his experiences while imprisoned. But I 
have to wonder if the task they took on - that of documenting their ordeals - 
didn't help them to survive. All of Shackleton's crew got out alive, but Hurley 
was a particularly active member of the party. Ransom very nearly died, but 
another trait of his, his extreme affability, seemed to have come to his rescue 
when a camp-mate carried the ailing Ransom out of the camp when only the 
healthy were to be allowed out. I do not know what role the diary played in 
helping him prevail, but something makes me think it helped, just as it helped 
Hurley to capture strikingly beautiful images of a situation that threatened to 
kill him.

This post is more rambling and incoherent than I'd like, but I wanted to lump 
these three men together - Adler, Hurley and Ransom - with this idea that, in a 
crisis, some distance from one's travails may help one survive. 


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