--- In [email protected], "authfriend" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > --- In [email protected], Peter <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> > wrote: > > > > > > --- TurquoiseB <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
> > The closer I get to a delighted, "I don't know" > > regarding the TMO and MMY's behavior the easier my > > life becomes. Who really knows what all this nonsense > > is. Our endless speculation reveals nothing other than > > more craziness giving rise to even more rounds of > > speculation. All I know is that the effect it has on > > me is to let go of any expectation regarding the > > TMO/MMY. I can't really psychologically invest in it > > anymore. How could you and remain sane? The psychological investment becomes overwhelming, and yes, crazy. > That's very much what I've been thinking as I read > this latest batch of posts. > > But it almost seems to be swinging in the opposite > direction, as if there's more and more psychological > investment *against* MMY and the TMO, as if people > *want* it all to be a fraud and a failure. The ego can't survive without a story, even if it is a negative one. > But maybe that needs to happen before present > negative expectations can completely dissolve > past positive expectations and the pendulum comes > to rest at "I don't know." Yes! "I don't know" is a much bigger world, a much larger Self. To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
