Thanks Steveji for your love and kindness. Yes the fact that everything has happened in public had definitely made be humble and it was probably a real life example of how overwhelming a spiritual transformation can be and how difficult it is let go of the attachment, pain and suffering with the false self. And yes something new has definitely merged because I definitely can't recognize or relate to my old pathetic miserable self anymore, though it makes me compassionate of the pains cause by identification with the small self. I know I can never in this lifetime judge any other person, because through grace redemption is possible for anyone and that the paths are as many as there are individuals. I also remember the love and kindness of everyone on this list who put up with my intense feelings and that's the reason why I am still here.
--- In [email protected], "seventhray1" <steve.sundur@...> wrote: > > I really enjoy your posts Rav. I mean you went through a rough spell sometime back, but you've seem to have processed it, and IMHO what has emerged is something pretty neat. People can opt to view you during your most turbulent period, or they can acknowledge that something new has emerged from that. And maybe the fact that it was such a public event has helped facilitate the change. >
