--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, zarzari_786 <no_reply@...> wrote: > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Buck" <dhamiltony2k5@> wrote: > > > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Buck" wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, zarzari_786 <no_reply@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > And that's the reason you were admitted. They may want to punish you, > > > > >with the programs you already learned, but didn't sign you off as a > > > > >potential customer. > > > > > > > > > > It is true, there is an ambient aspect of fear there over 'place'. As I > > > interview people folks do speak to that bad feeling of fear in the dome > > > as a thing that gets pointed to as a reason by people who don't like > > > meditating in the domes who are not going to the domes. It is a feeling. > > > That there is an ambient fear in the place because of the essential > > > culture of the movement administration for so long. The way people > > > describe it, fear is like a marination in the meditation. That is sad > > > and evidently an old problem as the dome numbers with the community show. > > > > > > > The other evening, I was struck by noticing the hundreds of people there in > > the dome who have dome badges in defiance of the Rajas' anti-saint policy. > > At the Maharaja lecture which ostensibly was a 'badge-only' meeting, there > > are a lot of people who are much worse than I ever have been in seeing > > saints. > > > > I think it's a good thing. They just don't care and let the movement policies > be movement policies. Maybe you are just too honest and upfront. Why do you > play along their game? >
In the end of the day, they are punishing you for all the others they cannot get hold of. You are the scapegoat. If you were alone in this, and would keep your mouth shut, nobody would care.
