I also agree with you about trips eventually taking a turn toward the dark side. I'm convinced that taking a top-end psychedelic can give one a genuine experience of the divine - a gnosis of the divine Mind. The trouble is, when you take the drugs you're also trying to escape your everyday self and its everyday boring routine. You want to squeeze the maximum pleasure from the experience and twist it to serve your own desires and fantasies. The divine is indifferent to our ego games and one's repressed fears can't be held back for long and so come to the surface nightmarishly magnified by the effect of the psychedelic. Me too: when I'd had a bellyful of taking acid then trying TM seemed like the next natural step. And so it proved . . .
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Carol" <jchwelch@...> wrote: > > Hey Doc, > > Sometime in this past week I read one of your responses on a thread. I forget the thread now. But I recall the essence of your response. (I couldn't respond at the time because I had carpal tunnel surgery this past Monday, 2/18, and wasn't able to really type and now can't remember where you commented. Sorry bout that.) > > Anyhoo...you stated something to the effect that a person's experience when under the influence of a psychedelic drug mirrored that person's internal state. (Again, going by memory ... so if I mis-understood, please correct me.) > > In my experience that isn't always true. An example would be the drug/herb jimson weed. Every experience I've ever read/heard has always been horrid hallucinations. (I danced with jimson weed when I was 15 years old and can atest to its horrors.) > > As far as other psychedelics, they each had their own nuance in my experiences. For example: Mescaline often made me laugh a lot. MDA made me horny. LSD afforded psychedelic sensory distortions. > > I'm of the opinion that different chemicals evoke various hormones (or whatevers) to respond...and thus a certain drugs/herbs can cause bad effects (bad trips) or good effects (good trips). > > I do think whatever one experiences within the good trip or the bad trip comes from somewhere in the person's psyche...but the drug used helps determine if what is pulled from the psyche is pleasurable or not pleasurable. (Hope that makes sense.) > > Eventually all my trips tuck a turn toward the dark side, which was probably a blessing because I gave up tripping. Hmmm....that is when I turned to TM by the way. Ha. >
