I guess you missed where this post of Ann's was discussed
at some length in the recent discussion, Xeno, huh? Too bad;
you thought you had discovered something that was being kept
under wraps.

Now, any ideas about who the Mystery Cultist might be that
I quoted, the one person here who actually tried to excuse
Robin's striking his students in the private setting before
there were any seminars?




--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Xenophaneros Anartaxius" 
<anartaxius@...> wrote:
>
> The following is the text from post #302425 posted by Ann on Jan 22, 2012:
> -----------------
> 
> OK, this subject of seminars and physical violence seems to be a very 
> important one for some of you. I am going to include a quote I received today 
> from my newly-connected friend/FFL lurker/former Robin follower who has given 
> me permission to use part of her email to me. She has been following my posts 
> and obviously saw that I was going to address this subject tonight. She is an 
> avid FFL follower as I told you before. We shall call her GL. You should also 
> know that she is no apologist for Robin but was a Canadian involved very 
> early on with Robin's Victoria days.
> 
>  I want to start with this incident she outlines in her email because 
> chronologically it is the first real seminar setting which took place in FF 
> back in 1982. It is the session when Lavern was allegedly struck by Robin. It 
> is fortunate GL emailed me what she did otherwise I could tell you nothing of 
> the incident as I was not there, I had not yet attended any Robin gathering. 
> It is the seminar I told you my friend had attended and had piqued my 
> interest in Robin initially. But I digress.
> 
>  Here is the excerpt from GL's email to me regarding the event:
>  Dear Ann,
>  Here's what I remember about 'hitting' or not. I think R's account Jan.17 
> was about right, message# 302057 (his last post). Were you in Fairfield in 
> summer of 1982? Somewhere in the bottom of my storage boxes is a videotape of 
> the Fairfield incident. (I was there, on the video crew.) I don't remember 
> who else was on stage, who hit Lavern on the shoulder/back. One of R's 
> devoted assistants, I have a couple of ideas, but don't want to name here. He 
> said it was an accident, he turned and accidentally made contact with her, or 
> was trying to keep her from falling off the edge of the platform. oops! It 
> was a shock for all of us. R was furious, and found a way to somehow 
> incorporate the incident into the bigger unfolding story of Fairfield. 
> 
>  Now I am not sure, because I don't have the will or the stamina to go 
> through the long list of posts dealing with the hitting issues, why this is 
> such a hot topic or by who(m?) it has been brought up (but I am guessing 
> perhaps Vaj) or even what the exact questions regarding hitting are. So bear 
> with me and may I assume it is a simple question like," Did Robin ever make 
> physical contact with a confrontee that could be described as assault ?" 
> Hopefully that is close enough. The simple answer is, "Yes, I saw Robin 
> make/imply physical contact with a confrontee that could be described as 
> assault."
> 
>  There is something you first need to know about Robin in the old days. He 
> abhorred being touched or touching people (at least the people I know). He 
> used a silk cloth to sit on, especially in public places, he would often have 
> a wet cloth handed to him after making contact with his hand with someone on 
> stage. It was so rare to get a touch from Robin that it was considered a 
> great honour to have him lay a gentle hand on your shoulder. 
> 
>  I have witnessed so many confrontations they must number in the hundreds. 
> They could arise during a meal, a walk or in the far more formal setting of a 
> taped seminar. I missed virtually nothing as I was a permanent fixture as one 
> of two camera operators. Hours and hours standing behind a big tripod my eye 
> to the viewfinder watching every second with our switcher in the back 
> punching between cameras for optimal camera angles.
> 
>  Assault • figurative attack or bombard (someone or the senses) with 
> something undesirable or unpleasant.
>  My dictionary gave me this definition so let's run with it. 
> 
>  Confrontation was not that fun. Trust me on this. It could be an assault on 
> the senses, yelling or just having to hear what you did not want to hear. And 
> in one case I remember there was what I believe to be an assault on the body, 
> by Robin. I only remember it as an assault because the result was that the 
> confrontee's eyeglasses were broken. The glasses fell off of the confrontee's 
> face and hit the ground and were broken. I do not know if they were broken 
> while still on this man's face or broke when they hit the ground. I remember 
> feeling very shocked and very sad because this was Robin's best, oldest male 
> friend and the vulnerability of this man standing there with his eyeglasses 
> shattered at his feet was deep enough to stick in my memory. I can not say if 
> there was real force involved and there certainly wasn't blood and I can not 
> even say if there was contact or just implied contact and the confrontee 
> moved his head quickly and the glasses spun off. But to me this was an 
> assault because in that moment a man appeared shattered along with his 
> glasses. And at the time I did not understand why it had to be.
> 
>  So I am sorry to have to disappoint anyone hoping for a real knock down drag 
> 'em out expose. Robin simply did not punch or kick or throw people around. He 
> was not a physically violent man. No one ended up with stitches or bruises or 
> bloody noses. 
> 
>  This writing has been hard on me. I think I want to stop now.
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