Thank you for sharing your path. Funnily, many years ago I gave away my copy of Autobiography, wanting to ensure I was on the program. But what is the program? It is what you are doing. There is nothing more important than life.
D P.S. Now I read, discuss and gain from Everything. Currently, I helping write, and writing stuff that fairfieldlifers would find 'off-the-world'. That's ok too.