---In [email protected], <dhamiltony2k5@...> wrote : Dear Aryavazhi, “Honestly”? Apologizing for ? To who? I don't feel this is an apology I could take across lines over to our former colleagues in forum at The_Peak.
And it wasn't meant to be taken accross to them, I didn't mention the_peak nor did I mentions you as a messenger. Just FYI, I wasn't present when the_peak split off, so I don't think anybody expects an apology. Regarding that other issue, you mentioned, well it is embarrassing.. I will explain it to you, just to you, not any other ill-willing people out there. It's embarrassing, because people are supposed to get it. It's like with jokes: the moment you have to explain a joke, that moment it isn't a joke anymore. FFL has had it's own history of satirical comments, which employs irony, sarcasm etc. In satire words and sentences are not to be taken literarly, they are usually strongly exaggerated, in order to make a point clear, the language is sketchy, not exact, but is meant to get to the heart of the matter. Usually, in satire, there are some clues, through which you could detect it as such. For example, if I say that someone visted one and a half courses in his life, it is obvious at first sight, that there are no 'half courses', so even Judy in her mad replic asked, what does that mean? Well, what could it mean? It's clear there was a clue here right at the start of my ironical / satirical interception. If you wanted a literal translation of this sentence, then 1 and 1/2 courses meant, little more than one, or just very many. In other words: A very insignificant exposure to the movement teachings, the people in the movement, movement places, always in comparision to those, who had a more significant exposure, who spent many years, day after day, without interruption in a movement environment, who met Maharishi and many other movement luminaries, who have been privy to the inside story of things. It is clear to them, clear to everybody, even Judy, that this is the case. There is no discussion about it. Contrast that with many people here, who for many years were engaged, like Barry 1, who was a national administrator, or myself, who spent more than 10 years continously in the inside movement. While she spent all this time, more than 10 years continously hanging around this and other internet forums. Yes, she did more than 1 1/2 courses, after all she did the sidhis, she made an short (!) SCI course, wow, she even got a Chopra technique! And the advanced techniques: she got one, but for years hasn't got one, and I made this joke, that she didn't do so , because she is afraid of speaking her mantra aloud! Now that has a very real basis, as she explained it here in discussions earlier, I think Lawson was involved at the time, that her mantra go so, so, so subtle, that it even hurts her, if she would see it in print. How could you not get ironic about that! Guru Dev used to worship a Shri Yantra which had all the mantras, including all TM mantras inscribed in devanagari. But enough of this, it was meant to be clear, and people get it, or don't get it. Also, I am not here to build up a recognition. The people I admire most in my life, spiritually speaking, have a strong sense of detachment (or non-attachment), and desinterest for personal recognition. This is IMO spiritual 101. So if people choose to thing bad of me, think I am a thuggie or liar, it's their calling. It's okay, their choice, I have nothing to do with it. So back to my 'apology' above. It was also in form and partly a mock apology, of course. And it had nothing to do with you and the peaksters, except that I made fun for this 'call for an apology'. But directed toward some other people here, I mentioned Alex in the post, but of course it was also directed to the two Barries, and anyone else, who felt that the absense of Judy, and the exodus of the peaksters was an improvement on FFL, so indeed, I felt sorry for them, as I had brought about a situation, seemingly at least, which was already overcome. With regard to Judy: we are all human beings, and we all make mistakes, so as a human being, I wish her well, and a long life, and good health. I certainly do not for a moment wish the misfortune of a human being. But as to the persona Judy here online on FFL, she is already dead to me, she has died, when she took leave and when I found that out after some time. And she won't come back to life for me any moment, here whole bizzare and absurd performance here, was more like if somebody forgot to switch off an old record, which was somehow on autoloop. Aryavazhi writes: I honestly want to apologize to anyone on this message board, as well as any others who need to lurk here, for having invoked her presence in a way she found irresistable. I am weighing this offer of yours against your recent indictment here. See: FFL post # 413933 “But you may not know aryavazhi is a liar as well, ..A fine show of dishonesty and malice, aryavazhi. So spiritual.” https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/FairfieldLife/conversations/messages/413933 https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/FairfieldLife/conversations/messages/413933 ---In [email protected], <[email protected]> wrote : I honestly want to apologize to anyone on this message board, as well as any others who need to lurk here, for having invoked her presence in a way she found irresistable. I was playing with the fire. I should have known better. I will bear the responsibility for this with all consequences ( that is said into the direction of Alex)... ---In [email protected], <[email protected]> wrote : ---In [email protected], <[email protected]> wrote : Heh, it's like a contest now to see who can get Judy to post ONE MORE TIME. She doesn't need any encouragement, she could never help herself. By the end of the week you won;t be able to log on with seeing a list of authfriend posts that start with "Note that Barry says..." Which I always thought was damn considerate of her because it means I didn't have to open them and read them once I'd got the hang of what was going on. She should hook up with the same therapist that Lawson's been seeing, nowadays he can somehow restrain himself from posting 5 times a minute at every hook we dangle in front of him. That's evolution for you...shame that Willytex has yet to crawl from the proto-slime of insanity that he's in but we ignore all of his posts so no consideration of what they might contain is necessary.
