--- In [email protected], anonymousff <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> 
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> --- In [email protected], TurquoiseB <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> 
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> > --- In [email protected], Peter 
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> > wrote:
> > > --- jim_flanegin <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
> > > 
> > > snip
> > > > 
> > > > Maharishi has evolved into pure paradox,
> > > > transcending my intellect,  
> > > > and leaving me as the innocent witness to his
> > > > actions. Like a master-
> > > >  disciple relationship only in the transcendent;
> > > > ONLY in the 
> > > > transcendent. Pure Paradox.
> > > 
> > > Absolutely. You got it! Nothing of value on the
> > > surface at all. It's all sentimentality and ego up
> > > there, but deep in the heart is that pulse of Brahman
> > > that just PULLS you into it and flattens all the
> > > bullshit of the personality. Pure Shiva whirling in
> > > absolute stillness destroying all boundaries. 
> > 
> > And yet I suspect you'd have to admit that this
> > is a subjective feeling. 
> 
> A polite way of saying "mood making", perhaps? 
> 
> And/ or the inner consolidation/condensation of ones own 
> projections of how the world (and gurus) should be? I mean 
> if one thinks MMY or whoever is "IT", "THE ONE", won't the 
> mind almost automatically create a sense of that experience 
> when one sees them? Particularly if it is a
> rare event / (always a) special occasion?

Absolutely. The rarer the event is, the more likely
it is that the expected experience will occur.
 
> Did the skinboys and inner circle types who were around MMY 
> constantly experience him as "blazing brahman".

Absolutely not. That's why most of them left. Each
of us is free to decide whether they were right in 
their decision to leave or not.

> Could the need to experience a teacher as "blazing brahman" justify
> the umpteen years poured into what now apear, at least in part as
> trivial and silly projects of his?

I think so. There is a strong tendency in all humans
to justify what one has dedicated years to. This tendency
often keeps people paying lip service to what they have
dedicated years to *years* past the time when they no
longer feel it deserves their dedication. Most of the
people I've ever met who have walked away from a strong
involvement with a spiritual tradition have said that
they did so several years later than they should have.
The realization that they no longer "fit" predated 
their ability to accept or act on that realization.

> Someone once said that the grandeur of the "described" experience
> around the teacher is inversely proportional to ones proximity.

There *is* a proximity factor at work here. The aura 
of a teacher is usually stronger in his/her close
proximity than it is far away. That is, until and
unless one develops an inner connection with the 
teacher that transcends time and space. At that
point, distance no longer matters.

But there are a myriad of energies that swirl around
a strong spiritual teacher. In my opinion, some of
these energies have to do with enlightenment, with
eternity itself. Other of the energies have to do 
with the finite teacher and his or her good points,
and his or her lingering samskaras. One of the things
that tends to happen when one is in close proximity
to a strong teacher is that one is bombarded by both
types of energies, and can have a hard time figuring
out which is which. Thus people sometimes begin to 
mistake the strong energy of the lingering samskaras 
for the strong energy of enlightenment.

Just an opinion, but one based on experience...







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