I must have prefaced thousands of statements I made with those three words for nearly twenty years. At some point I started to feel a very faint note of disbelief within myself everytime I heard myself saying those words. That phase lasted for nearly twenty years. Now, when I even see those words I feel ill.
Why-I'm asking-do so many people seem to still base their lives/statements/beliefs, etc. on him and what he has said. While I hold him dear in my heart as someone I deeply loved and believed for so many years, at some point I had to admmit that nearly nothing he said or promised had ever materialized in my own life. Not only that but the overall influence of believing what he said seemed to have caused a massive downhill slide which took half a dozen years of really hard personal effort to turn around. I've *surrendered* (for lack of a better word) to the connection I have with him, but it's sure not one that is based on credibility. Kenny H. ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Check out the new improvements in Yahoo! Groups email. http://us.click.yahoo.com/6pRQfA/fOaOAA/yQLSAA/UlWolB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
