--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "sparaig" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Alex Stanley" <j_alexander_stanley@> wrote: > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "sparaig" <sparaig@> wrote: > > > > > > Contrariwise, that Alex ran into a major bout of unstressing he > > > couldn't handle. > > > > If it makes you feel better to believe that, be my guest. > > > > Do you think it isn't the case? Unstressing had nothing to with it. I know you can't help but try to pigeonhole my experience into your cultishly held TM worldview, so if it makes you feel better to think that way about my experience, so be it. But, for me, it was simply a matter of having reached the point where I had to move on. > > > > > In my case, I simply reached a point where my mind would no longer > > > > > tolerate doing TM, so I stopped and moved on. > > Why couldn't you tolerate effortlessness any longer? And what > "doing" are you referring to other than that?
I'd sit down to meditate and my mind wouldn't settle down. It was outwardly focused and could no longer tolerate the escapism of transcending. I'd always looked at TM as a means of fixing what I felt was broken, and as such, TM was for me just another piece of the toxic ego dynamic of grasping and aversion, preventing me from being present in the here and now. However, TM never fixed what I wanted fixed, and I finally came to the end of the TM road. The right path for me ended up being one where instead of tiptoeing around sleeping elephants, one goes right up to the sleeping elephants and slaps them on the ass. ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Great things are happening at Yahoo! Groups. See the new email design. http://us.click.yahoo.com/TISQkA/hOaOAA/yQLSAA/UlWolB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/