I dont know about anyone else here but I have spent much of the last 28 years longing for mother divine. But I think it is more the mother divine of my imagination and not what actually exist. Most mother Divine still go to the bathroom so this idea of the female saint in the human body is still limited to Indian Guru Types. Yet having cleaned Maharishi's rooms even he still used the bathroom. Yet in my imagination I used to fantasize that one day I would meet this Bhramacharini who would be all of the things that really turn me on soft, kind, illumined in her thinking, vulnerable, yet still a little rajasic... I got to see that she did not exist.
I used to think that Barbara Briggs was that way, also Hilary Dangerfield, Susan Smythe, Robin Babo, Suzy Levin, Shirley, she is still that way. Shirley is a great light in the world. Denise has that energy but she had a hard time surrendering to it. Sometimes on Forrest Academy you could see more of but it was fleeting. Sometimes the subtle was so strong at MIU, like walking in the cold winter night air in silence because the air was so cold and so lite.
I mis the wonder of MIU. I mis the wonder of enlightened love. For me if I found someone like this I would support her to be on Mother Divine until she was ready to leave. At which point I probably would not even need to be with her I would just be so inspired in knowing that she existed. There were many who had spakles of this presence. Yet people like Daksha and Sarah Konhaus WOW!
One who was always my support and a big love was Shirley. I do not remember whe maiden name but she is now very favored in AOL. If not for Shirley and another governor Mary I would probably have lost it at MIU. Same with Debbie Halperin. I once did a time on staff cleaning the Student Union. While cleaning the girls bathroom I would hear some of the wildest discussions about women who wanted to have sex with Maharishi.
Anyway I have always found sparkles of that energy of those I mentioned in the world but MOST as in with Dennis's EX get stuck with desiring riches and fame. I once had an ex mother divine live with me as a house mate. She had a lot of that energy but felt that her soulmate would be one that she considered to be high. All of these high guys were white. When I met one or two I thought she must be doing some heavy unstressing. One day she got married and I met her Dad, he asked me what did I think was wrong with his daughter? Then he asked was I gay?
I responded that everyone has the right to choose. He was suspcious of me thought that there had to be something wrong with someone. Once I met Yvone Lewis she and Alice may have been considered the mother's of TMC. I had been in love with her from the videos. Also there were two Linda Carters one from Brooklyn and one from Washington both Bright shining stars.
The movement was so FULL......of GRACE then thing changed.. Kathy Unger was prescious.....
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From: curtisdeltablues <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
To:
[email protected]Sent: Tuesday, October 24, 2006 10:34:00 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Hanuman/Purusha
"Hanuman was capable of accomplishing great sidhis and demonstrated
the ability to fly, "
My favorite part of this sentence was the word "demonstrated" . I have
to believe that these monkeys were flying out of people's butts and a
lot of people lost bar bets that day!
--- In FairfieldLife@ yahoogroups. com, Louis McKenzie <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
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> PURUSHA
>
> Sometimes I wonder what my life would have been like had I stayed at
MIU through the development of the Purusha program. In the beginning
it was only open to Govs. So I would not have qualified. But if
Flying came easy I wonder what Purusha would have been like. Celibacy
was not something I would have been good at. I found x rated
magazines in old fairfield... ......
>
>
> ----- Original Message ----
> From: bob_brigante <[EMAIL PROTECTED] s.com>
> To: FairfieldLife@ yahoogroups. com
> Sent: Sunday, October 22, 2006 10:28:17 PM
> Subject: [FairfieldLife] Hanuman/Purusha
>
> "Hanuman Jayanti was an ideal day to celebrate Purusha's anniversary,
> as Maharishi said Hanuman represents the ideal Purusha. Maharishi said
> the tradition of Purusha is the tradition of Hanuman. The tradition of
> Hanuman is the tradition of Ram; and the tradition of Ram is the
> tradition of Brahm, Totality. In the Ramayana, Hanuman was the servant
> of Ram who was completely devoted to Ram, that administrating
> intelligence of Nature representing ideal rulership and perfection in
> life.
>
> Hanuman was capable of accomplishing great sidhis and demonstrated the
> ability to fly, based on his self-referral practice exemplified by the
> famous phrase in the Vedic Literature about Hanuman, 'Bara Bara
> Raghubhira', which is the reality of returning back to Atma, the Self,
> again and again. This self-referral practice is the very nature of
> Purusha; this is how Purusha functions and how Purusha is blessing the
> world with invincibility.
>
> http://www.globalgo odnews.com/ world-peace- a.html?art=
1161376466150829
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