--- In [email protected], "shempmcgurk" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: ...then I suggest its value to John Quinones is: why do you have to go to all the trouble of having some woman from India hug you to get that effect? He should be having it on his own."
Shemp, This word "should." It's a dilly. I remember once in meditation, I had the thought, "Let's really see how deep I can go." Immediately, I went deep -- like I was dropped from space. For a long time it seemed I just got into more golden light and incredible rushes of sensual pleasure. It was one of my best ever experiences -- "best" means enjoyable. Now, howzcome I can't just do that again? I can certainly have the words go through my mind, certainly can mean and want the words to have power over my experiencing, but I get zip. No causality. Forget John Quinones, TELL ME how to should myself into bliss. No one steals from God. It's all a gift. Never been hugged, but sure ain't gunna get smirky about it. Edg
