--- In [email protected], Sal Sunshine <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> 
wrote:
>
> On May 22, 2007, at 7:08 PM, lurkernomore20002000 wrote:
> 
> > Bringing people together in silence.
> >
> > (oh yes. Silence, deep silence.  Nothin betta)
> 
> Doesn't anyone else get, you know, kind of bored with all the 
silence?  

Yes, sometimes I find silence is boring; sometimes activity seems 
boring. Sometimes the boredom appears to be a sign that it is time to 
be doing or Being or appreciating something else, in this moment. If 
circumstances don't appear to allow a change, then I often find that my 
boredom is a clue that I'm not looking closely enough at the movie -- 
am filtering it through a belief-structure that says, Been There, Done 
That; "Show's over folks; there's nothing more to see here." On closer 
look, I generally find there's always something new and rich about this 
moment, whether it be something new to appreciate in silence or in 
activity. 

Sometimes -- often -- my boredom is a mask for some as-yet 
unacknowledged particular pain that is crying out for attention, 
somewhere in the body-mind. Numbness is a natural response to continual 
pain, something we just weren't able to cope with at the time we were 
wounded. As our Heart expands further and further into the past, we 
encounter these slick-spots of boredom where particular "members" of us 
have fallen asleep. As they begin to awaken, they often feel pain, 
somewhat like a leg or an arm that has fallen asleep from disuse and 
feels pins and needles on awakening. In both cases -- psychic and 
physical reawakening -- I find silence, relaxation, stillness, 
breathing, easy attending, to be helpful.

> Or am I just unevolved?

On the one hand we're as perfect as we're ever going to Be; on the 
other, there's always more, verdad?

:-)




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