> > Back in June, Swami G's list of Kundalini Symptoms was posted to FFL ( > http://www.kundalinisupport.com/complications.htm ), and the list > contained symptoms ranging from very flashy to so ordinary they could > easily be overlooked as being Kundalini experiences. From my own > experience, I may very well be experiencing Kundalini phenomena and am > simply not focussed on identifying them as such. For example, for the > last year and a half, I've often had the subtle energetic sensation > that the top of my head is not there and that there's a sort of > fountain shooting up and out of it. I had a certain gee whiz > fascination with it when I first noticed it, but now it's just part of > the ordinary internal landscape. > > So, it could be that one can tread the Kundalini path for Realization > without even knowing it. It could also be that lots seekers of > Realization are, in reality, seekers of flashy experiences. >
You want it to awaken, but then it simply is said it should be under the direction of a Sat Guru. I truely would love to see anyone have this and hear what they have to say. Especially interested in those who have a TM background. Without the competant Guru in place, it is not recomended. Chasing phenomina is the last thing in the world a competant Sat Guru would have their disciples going after. Maybe , and mind my use of the word Maybe, one would in fact turn the Kundalini awakening into a chasing of phenomina, and then the Sat Guru would see this and stop it immeditatly, replaceing the experience with that which is most advantageous for the disciple to move forward as rapidly as possible to unfold enlightenment. My experience while in TM was it was starting to awaken lightly. Maybe this is what is taking place with you. Based on my contact with Swami G before I met her in person and took Diksha, she was very tuned in to what was taking place with me. It was completely accurate. I would tell her what is taking place in my life, what experiences in my TM, then she said ( once it started to happen) , the kundalini is attemting to awaken. Then she said where as before, you were invited to come here, this is no longer the case. Now, you have to make a choice, stop observing the breath, ( the breath instruction is literally that simply), stop reading the posts, do not donate any more money here as this should not be done if one is not drawing from the ocean of knowledge here, and "have nothing more to do with this one any longer". So either that or I enter the path, but the thing is that if the kundalini awakens, then the guidance should be in place. In my situation, maybe due to my intense personality or whatever, I think I can say that along with observing the breath, doing my TM and reading those posts, it would have been enough for the Kundalini to awaken. This may be hard to understand or explain- but reading those posts and observing the breath was going very deep for me So, Swami G said if I do come out there, then in my case ( each is individual), just from being around swami G, the energy practices given ( shaktipat) and satsang, that the kundalini would awaken. It did. Note , Swami G is not a psychic- i just look at it as it is like flow or Being speaking- so yes , i assign this attribute to it- yes, this honestly is faith as I don't know any other possibility unless this Being is my own and I am not enlightened. There is another that swami G met recently who has a similar TM background as I do. Swami G said the same of him. Therefore, I would be most interested to see what he has to say, however, at this time , he is not going for it. I think for most, it is not fast like this. However, maybe for those with long TM backgrounds and also other groups, maybe it is similar as what I experienced. I dont know and that's how it is for the time being- I don't notice the hoards of people lining up, but what ever happens if fine. I am being rather friendly, as I also was years ago on FFL, even though there certainly are some rough accusations flying at quite a few here, as far as I can tell, and i am not excluded from the glorious comments, so it seems. Response to another post: If you spend time with a "guru" and you do not become Realized, guess what? They're not your Sadguru. You gain value from that association and perhaps in the scheme of things you needed to spend some time unstressing/purifying/completing-a-karmic-debt with that particular guru. Such a guru my be a Sadguru for one person and not a Sadguru for another. Tanmay: How much time do I get before I turn into a pumkin?
