--- In [email protected], TurquoiseB <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
>
> What *is* this tendency to pedestalize the teacher and
> make them "special?" Someone please explain it to me.
> 
> It seems to me that it's a little counterproductive to
> the process of realization. If the teacher you admire
> achieved his realization only because he was "special,"
> an avatar, then what hope do you have, not *being* an
> avatar yourself? But if the teacher was just an ordinary
> Joe like yourself and realized his enlightenment, then
> you can, too.

Riffing on something I wrote over coffee again
over dregs of that same cuppa coffee, here's a 
little rap about my current fave TV show. Those 
of you who are not following it can safely hit 
Next now, but if you keep reading I will try my 
best not to provide any terrible plot spoilers.

Why I love JFC ( which some have speculated stands
for Jesus Fucking Christ :-) so much is that IMO
it's not really *about* John. 

It's about the ordinary people who encounter him, 
and the extraordinary things that they start notic-
ing in their lives when he shows up. I don't know
where the creators of this series are taking it,
of course, but as of episode 6 (the latest one I've
seen), I'm starting to get an intuition of where
they're going, and I find it exciting.

What if JFC is not the story of Jesus Fucking Christ,
but of Christ's disciples? They were just ordinary
dysfunctional people as well, into whose lives some-
one wandered. And around this guy they started notic-
ing weird spiritual stuff. It's not a given that the
guy *creates* this weird spiritual stuff like levi-
tation and bringing people back from the dead, but
it sure does seem to be happening.

The story of JFC that I'm starting to pick up is
that it's really about the different ways that people
who encounter extraordinary phenomena *deal* with 
those extraordinary phenomena. 

Where I intuit what Milch has in mind for JFC is 
that John will appear in these people's lives for a 
short while and then go away. Every episode is titled
something like, "His Visit: Day One," etc. It's a 
visit, not an assurance that he'll stick around. I
wouldn't be surprised to find, if the series makes
it to a second season, that John will be written out
of it, leaving his "disciples" on their own.

This, to me, is a pretty ballsy approach to the age-
old story of spiritual teachers and the relationship
that their followers have with them. It's happened
to *every single seeker who followed a charismatic
spiritual teacher in history* who didn't die before
the teacher did. They encountered someone around whom 
extraordinary things began to happen, and had to find
some way to *deal* with these extraordinary phenomena.
And then the teacher goes away, and they *still* have
to deal with the phenomena.

Did they really happen? There is no concrete evidence
that they did. So far in the series, there is video
evidence that John existed, but no evidence that any
of the phenomena that happened around him existed. So 
what are these dysfunctional disciples gonna *do*
with that?

Will some of them become teachers of The Way Of John,
and evangelize his teachings -- whatever the heck they
were -- to as many people as possible? Will they 
recruit other disciples, people who never met the guy
but have been convinced of his specialness, who then
go on to convert even more disciples? (Sound familiar?
Think Saint Paul.) Will they write bhaktied-out tales
about John and his miracles and how special he was,
like the stuff on the Advaita Vedanta Library site
where the excerpt of the bio of Shankara recently 
posted here was taken from? Will they write their own
New Testament?

I don't know. But I really hope not, because as spirit-
ual writing goes, there's more than a little Been There,
Done That in that approach. 

I really hope that David Milch and his team of writers
take it in another direction, and focus on the day-to-
day *ongoing* struggles of these dysfunctional disciples
to try to figure it all out, without ever accomplishing
it. Dennis Potter, who wrote "The Singing Detective,"
defined his idea of a good detective story thusly:
"All clues, no solutions." I hope that's where the
writers of JFC are taking this series. I hope he
NEVER "explains things."

I really *identify* with these dysfunctional disciples.
Duh! I've Been There, Done That. I spent fourteen years
with a guy around whom extraordinary things happened.
And I spent pretty much every minute I *was* around him
trying to come up with a rational explanation for the
irrational, trying to figure out something that possibly 
*can't* be figured out. I have spent a great deal of time 
ever since *still* trying to figure it out, and failing 
miserably. I even wrote a book about my experiences *of*
trying to figure it out, and hopefully avoided the tend-
ency to pedestalize the teacher I studied with and make
him appear more than human. He *was* human, and I find
more inspiration in that than I do in the idea that he
was "more than human."

Other students I know who also studied with the same
guy have written books that *definitely* pedestalize
him, and portray him as an avatar. They had similar
experiences to mine, but interpreted them completely
differently than I did. So which of us is "right" and
which of us is "wrong?" Is there such a *thing* as
"right" and "wrong" when dealing with the possibility
(*not* in my case the certainty) of enlightenment, or
at least occasional enlightened states of mind?

Beats the shit outa me. 

I don't know. I'm still trying to figure it out, even
though I know I never will, and don't actually *aspire*
to figure it all out. The "Go figuring" is just fun
for me, something to do to pass the time. 

I'm hoping that a few of the odd cast of characters
who have become in a sense the disciples of John From
Cincinnati will react the same way, and have fun in
coming years (or seasons) trying to figure out the
unfigurable for themselves. That would make it a 
*much* more interesting story for me than one with
a pat ending and a simple explanation.



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