--- In [email protected], "do.rflex" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
wrote:
>
> --- In [email protected], "jim_flanegin" <jflanegi@>
wrote:
> >
> > --- In [email protected], "Ron" <sidha7001@> wrote:
> > >
> > >
> > > > Namaste dear Swami G.
> > >
> > > Namaste and Maha Shanti OM
> > >
> > >
> > > * I think I would take some time to think things over.
> > >
> > > G OK you do that.
> > >
> > > * Right now it is very hard for me to surrender to You.
> > >
> > > G there has never been Surrender - not now - not before.
> > > there was a pull of heart but not Surrender. Perhaps on
> > > one level there is still some pull of Heart to some degree.
> > >
> > > * I hope that would change but I don't see anything I can do
> > > to change this situation right now.
> > >
> > > G this is your choice.
> >
> > This is 100% correct in my experience too-- the caveat being
that
> > the seeker must be 100% comfortable with the Guru. My choice was
> > easy- Brahmananda Saraswati began mainfesting visibly in my
> > conciousness, and the rest followed. Though it was sometimes
really
> > tough just having Him on one side and what appeared to be
completely
> > the wrong thing to do on the other, and as I said earlier just
> > jumping, and trusting.:-)
>
>
> In my spiritual queries to Guru Dev, I once asked him what
Maharishi
> is doing these days because it appears to be very much *other* than
> what my meditation experience tells me is right. The answer I got
was
> not to bother about Maharishi. What he's doing has nothing to do
with me.
>
He knows you well.:-)