Namaste Sweet Nectar Guru-ji, Spoke with husband. Told him: "Awoke to Reality of Freedom." Deer in headlights look followed. Just laughed... he laughed, too! He didn't Understand, but this was Understood. All is well... diapers still get changed, still a pile of laundry to wash, dirty floor still needs cleaning. Told him: "Can't walk on water... don't need to. Can't manifest a money tree... just see a tree as Living Beauty. Can't see the future... what future? Am still a wife, mom, daughter and sister. So, love, what was lost?" Only a smile in return.
Life goes on... and what a Beautiful Life it IS. OM and Prem, Sarojini Namaste Guru's and Group, Read Astavakra Gita last night and laughed right along with it. Could only laugh... Great Laughter. Will read Viveka Chudamani today. The mind did Realize there is no losing This... that is the Greatest Joke of all. Have sat down a few times to write something Beautiful to share with all about This Freedom, but only ended up getting lost staring at the most amazing tools: paper and pen. Fascinating. Am quickly lost in the wonder of all the ordinary that just is so absolutely fantastic... everywhere one looks, There is Beauty... everywhere one goes, There is Freedom. It appears the mind has been stunned to Stillness and Silence (no worries Sadhakas, no one notices a thing... must have been close to bubbling fool all along! Ha ha ha ha ha!). What is there to say? Am glad this one doesn't have a job writing cards for Hallmark... would need a new profession as the only babble that would come out would be: "Yeah... uh.... Wow!" The most that the mind has been able to piece together about This Reality is: Everything that is seen in this world is like looking in the mirror. It is all yourSELF. However, just like one would look in the mirror and see their "body", it still doesn't capture who they *believe* themselves to be... only an *appearance*. This is the world... the mirror of the ONE SELF, but still does not capture the Essence or True Nature of that Self. And if that mirror cracks, the Essence is never affected. How could it be? In the end, all that can be said is it is Pure Freedom... with noONE enjoying it!!! May all Realize the Nature of Being: Freedom, Sarojini
