--- In [email protected], Duveyoung <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > I moved a couple months ago, and only now am I getting clarity > about what the move has done to my lifestyle/head/heart. Could > be months more of this "dawning." Spooky shit, let me tell ya.
Yeah, that's the idea. :-) > Since my move, I now watch different TV shows, eat at different > times than "normal," stopped eating certain foods, started eating > others, am doing a lot more writing in non-spiritual topics, have > several relationships that have changed dramatically, started > putting some creativity into non-writing such as getting back into > playing music, gave up activities that I thought I was "so into," > got more social, have found happiness coming from left field, have > found negativity coming from different trigger-points, and whereas > I used to look out over a peaceful cove three steps from my window > where dozens of species did life before me, now my view is of house > tops and mostly sky, sky, and lots more sky. Did I mention Akhanda > Mandala Karum? > > Sky! > > Watch out. I think it's the architectural stapatchavedaoogabooga > monster having at me. Which way does your door face? It's not...gawd help us...SOUTH, is it? :-) > Going from France to Spain -- oh fuck -- not me! That'd be like > playing roulette bigtime -- I could end up being a Rush Limbaugh > fan or something. Hey, don't you go badmouting My Man Rush. Ooops... sorry...I seemed to have been channeling someone else there for a minute. :-) I somehow don't think I'll turn into a Rush freak. Sitges has a long, established rep as an outlaw colony. It got away with stuff during all the Franco years, and it continues to get away with it today. I think I'll just fit right in. > It's like I was three years sitting in a chair in transcendence, > and now, suddenly a thought comes. WTF? > > I'm thinking my move was a blessing for me in that the thought > wasn't "Start a movement for Westerners!" Whew, that could have > happened, and then what? The world may be able to stomach George > Bush, it would puke at the sight of me in a dhoti! Yeah, but think of all you missed out on. All your relatives could be rich now from ripping off your devotees. ;-) > Counting new blessings here. And I'm still packing and counting boxes. But I hope to be counting the blessings soon...
