That's interesting Ray. I'm completely different and thought your were as well about your writing. But again, mine has been a pure therapeutic and amateurish hobby for 25 years and not a profession. I actually enjoy creating, detailing and living through the characters. The love, joy, action and tragedy ... all of it.
As for pride, who wouldn't be proud of what you've accomplished. Reality never really is what you imagine though .. is it? I find it kind of sad.
