Dear Nina I was very said to read your heart filled emotional email of Jazz. Sounds like she was ready to move on to a new home and she will watch over you.
She will always be in your heart and will be sitting on your lap without you even knowing. I am very sorry for your loss it brought tear to my eyes I know how sad you feel by your email. Again my heart goes out to you Carla Date sent: Sat, 09 Apr 2005 13:45:58 -0700 From: Nina <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> To: [email protected] Copies to: Subject: My beautiful angel Jazz is gone Send reply to: [email protected] > The day we all dread came for Jazz and our family today. My beautiful > girl has gone to join her brother Flash and sister, Molly. She had > been sick for the last couple of weeks and hadn't eaten for the last > three days and her breathing had become fast and shallow. I brought > her in to my GP vet this morning to get sub q fluids for her. During > his exam, he became concerned about the faintness of her heartbeat. > We took xrays and it wasn't good. Her lungs were pressed against her > trachea, her heart was enlarged, and her liver deformed. So, you see, > all the Dox and VO in the world wouldn't have helped. This came on > so suddenly. My first indication that something was wrong came about > a month ago when I noticed her sitting in the same spot, just staring > into space. Then, about three weeks ago she didn't respond to my call > and scared the heck out of me until I discovered her sitting in a > corner of the garage, (all my babies come when I call, this was very > unusual behavior for her), then the signs of anemia began. The last > week has been the worst, more and more lethargy, less and less of my > sweet Jazz's joy of life. Today, before we went to the vet, she > looked at me and I swear I heard her say, Mom, I love you, but please > don't force any more medicine or food on me. She'd lost 2 lbs over the > last month and when I picked her up she'd be like a limp doll in my > arms. Still, I never expected this morning to be the last morning we'd > share. > > I'm so sad, so tired, in way too much disbelief, given the > circumstances. I just can't believe my beautiful girl with the glamor > tail won't be bugging me anymore when I make myself a cup of tea. She > used to somehow know when I'd reach for the box and come running out > of nowhere begging for the balled up tea wrapper to chase around the > front room. Who's going to jump on my lap when I'm fresh out of the > shower for a warm, humid, love session? Who will be nice to Kimba Cat > now? My beautiful, naughty, sweet loving girl is gone. She just > turned 18 months. > > Nina > >
