Ah Lisa, I'm so sorry to hear your baby Akira is not feeling well.  It must be close to unbearable to have had to leave her at the vets office.  I know we all panic, but it is quite possible that she'll pull out of her current troubles and bounce back, she's done it before.  When will they have the results of the blood work?  Is her breathing labored?  My thoughts and prayers are with the two of you.

One thought about losing someone near another important event, like a birthday...  Several years ago, my sister's husband died of a heart attack (1 2 3, gone), on MY husband's birthday.  My sister felt bad about my husband's Bday being a reminder of our loss.  I feel differently about it.  I think of it as a way to acknowledge and celebrate both my husband and my brother-in-law in spirit.  It makes me feel closer to my brother-in-law somehow, but then, I don't think of death as the end, but as a transition.  This is meant in no way to diminish your anguish at the possibility of losing Akira, just a thought that I'm not sure I should have even shared.  Since losing my Jazz, I seem to have a harder time evaluating my input for appropriateness.

Much love,
Nina

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Hi everyone,
well it  seems like for every great thing an equally horrible one occurs....The book that my stories are in came out this week...many about Akira and how she over came her sicknesses when I found her...My 23rd birthday was yesterday (cinco de Mayo), and Monday Akira decided to quit eating, Ive been force feeding her, and offering her anything I could think of...she would sniff..but not even was remotely interested other than that....So today to the vet we went...Im home now..she is still there...45 mins away, on an IV catheter for  fluids, being force fed, waiting on blood work to come back....she has the VERY first signs of "fatty liver", (her urine is VERY concentrate)..but she isnt jaundiced yet (thankfully)...and her blood is very thick...which is good..she presumably by teh looks of it..isnt anemic...which means this possibly is NOT as a result of the Leukemia...but then again...as with every other damned symptom..it still could be....Ive never left her alone before..I am so worried....and feel so betrayed....."HAPPY BIRTHDAY..your cat is trying to die"  ..So please say prayers, send Reiki....anything her way she needs all the help she can get...she is dehydrated, initiall fatty liver..and she has lost 2 lbs in about 4 days..(.she only weighed 8 to begin with)  She is my angel that introduced me to rescue, cats, and unconditional love....I cant lose her.....Im not ready.....
 
 
Lisa and the furbrats
Akira, Indy, Spooky, Mona, Lancelot, Bowtie, Bennie and Anza

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