Oh Michelle,
 
I am so sorry you are going through all this.  I am on depression med.s also that don't seem to help.  After my hysterectomy I have now gained nearly 40 pounds as well.  I told my psychiatrist that my biggest problem was lack of energy and he put me on ritalin.  I am not add, but he said it would give me energy and hopefully help with my weight.
 
It has not helped with my weight, but it does give me energy.  On days I can't get going I take it.  You might want to ask your doctor about it.  On some days it's the only way I can get anything done........
 
tonya

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I decided to take a shower and brush my teeth and generally try to appear human, maybe even straighten up the house that has turned into a hovel, but wouldn't you know that before I could there is a knock on the door. Apparently Gray made an appointment with the realtor and did not tell me, and then left for the day. So I had to invite her in wearing a sweatshirt with A/D all over it from syringe feeding, uncombed hair that is greasy from not showering, and a house such a mess that there was really nowhere to sit down where we were not staring at a pile of papers of something.  I tried to act nonchalant about all of this and just tell her I have been sick and Gray did not tell me about the appointment, but it really was embarassing.  And it really emphasized how far I am psychologically from the rest of the human race, sitting there trying to look alert and act like I care about market analyses and house values and such.  It was almost amusing, but not quite.
 
Well, off to the shower, unless some crisis occurs before I get there, which unfortunately is quite possible these days.
 
Michelle

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