I don't know...it "looks good on paper," so-to-speak...but it still hasn't hit me yet that he has cancer...I've treated every single day since I found out that he and his brothers were positive as if it were their last...I have no regrets, but it won't make it any easier...I don't want to lose him, that's the God's honest truth...I think I'm ready for a good cry right about now...it's been 24 hours in the making! :(
Jen **************************************************** "But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world; You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed..." --Antoine de Saint-Exupéry "If you talk to the animals they will talk with you and you will know each other. If you do not talk to them you will not know them, and what you do not know you will fear. What one fears one destroys." --Chief Dan George ----- Original Message ----- From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Date: Saturday, August 27, 2005 7:29 pm Subject: Re: Ewok has a tumor--Michelle > If you are able to keep that perspective, it will be a huge > blessing. I try > to do that myself. But I am often not so great at it. > Michelle > > In a message dated 8/26/05 7:05:34 PM Eastern Daylight Time, > [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: > Not at all, Michelle! In fact, I'm trying not to think about all > of the > possible outcomes, right now...just taking it one day at a time! By > some fluke, Ewok may not even respond to the chemo at all...To even > have3 years with him and his brother has been a blessing...at this > point, to > just have a few more weeks with him is all I ask...if it's more, then > I'll be all the more grateful! I'm not ready to say good-bye, but I > don't think I ever will be...every minute is precious, now! > > Thanks for everything! > > Jen >
