Re: My ANGEL Sebastian

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Before you decide to do anything, and if it is right for you, find an animal communicator to talk to Sebastian.  I decided against serious/surgical testing for Kitty.  Like you, I desperately want to know what is wrong with her but chose to have her consulted.  I knew what I would want done if it were me but that is not what I wanted to do with her. She told a group of communicators that she did not want the tests and did not want chemo (she put it much more bluntly--I'm not sure where she learned some of the words but she was feral once).  The thought of losing her sent me into a panic and still does but she explained that we fear death while cats do not.  They know so much more than we do and accept so much more.  I am NOT urging you to forgo the testing but I am urging you to push the panic you feel aside long enough to ask him what he wants.  It is so very hard to make the decision to ignore a vet's advise.  I was lucky.  My personal vets and my alternative vet agreed with Kitty and not the specialists.  I am confident that I made the right decision for her but I do not know that is the right one for you and Sebastian.  And the right decision for Sebastian may be the wrong decision for you.    May all of your angels and Sebastian's angels guide you.    ----- Original Message ----- From: JENNIFER RATLIFF To: Felvtalk@felineleukemia.org Sent: Monday, September 19, 2005 1:15 PM Subject: My ANGEL Sebastian I have not written for so long because I feel that I have given up hope.  Sebastian has not been doing very well.  He can no longer walk and he relies on me to take him to the litter box and to feed him.  He still has a good appetite.  He seems so depressed now.  I am so heart broken that I cry almost daily.  I am not strong enough to let him go.  I feel that it isn't up to me to play god and that he will go when he is ready.  He just keeps fighting.  He is so much braver than me.  I took him to the Virginia Tech Veterinary hospital on August 1st.  They were wanting to run alot of tests.  The tests were very risky, so I decided against them.  Now I feel that I have no choice and I have to find out what is wrong with him and see if there is something that can be done.  I don't know what I will do without him.  I am so scared of losing him.