Hi Belinda, I loved your story about Buddie and her coming to love her feeding tube. How sweet! I wish I had had that opportunity, but I cannot discount all the others the good Lord gave me with Cricket. He was my baby. I am so sorry you lost Buddie. Like you, I asked Cricket before he left if he could come back and let me know he's ok, so I will wait for a sign. My husband was wonderful last night. He was very tender and understanding with me, and even though he has to get up at 4:30 am, he was going to sit with me until I stopped crying. I finally asked him to give me some alone time with Cricket because I knew he needed his rest. So I guess in sorrow and pain, there are always blessings if we look for them. This experience has ended up bonding my husband and me a little more. And my nephew with us as well.
Thanks again Belinda, Wendy __________________________________ Yahoo! Mail - PC Magazine Editors' Choice 2005 http://mail.yahoo.com