Re: Michelle L.

[Lernermichelle]

Thanks. It's really hard. I went to work today, but came home and it was horrible not having her meet me at the door, feeding two instead of three girls in the kitchen, looking at the litter box I had put in the bedroom the night before she died, that I had to hold her up in.  I have been trying to distract myself with the computer until I am tired enough to sleep. I feel this sense of doom, like it is not only her, but I will lose my other two positives soon as well.  I have lost 4 of 6 now, 7 if you count the boy I had for only two weeks when I first took them in.  It is too much. Plus I lost my 3 dogs and my horse Pepsi in the last 2 years as well.   And now I have been thinking about the Immuno-Regulin thing, wondering if giving a shot every month could really help them live to 10 or beyond.  And while I should be excited at the possibility of being able to help Patches and Lucy in this way, all I can think of is why did I hear this suggestion 2 days after Ginger died rather than 2 years beforehand, and maybe it could have prevented her from getting lymphoma in her brain.   Michelle       In a message dated 2/24/2006 9:04:12 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: Hey Michelle, How are you doing?  I just wanted to say hi and tell you I hope you're doing ok. :) Wendy