Hello, Nina and Lance thank you so much for your encouragement, it is a much better day today. The four kittens were all FeLV Neg.!!!! They get retested in a month, but so far, so good. Little Alice should get her IFA results back later this week, she is staying with my in laws for now, has never been to our house or near Blue. I am letting momma (Mia) go again this afternoon. The 4 negs are staying at our house, sequestered in a bedroom until the next test. My heart is breaking for poor little Alice, she is the nicest one of the bunch, leaps onto my shoulder whenever she sees me and starts purring. My darling Blue is not a purrer or a cuddler, I was looking forward to that. If Ally is IFA pos., we will not put her down, but try to find a home or a rescue to take her. I am torn on what to do if she is negative, would like to keep her but afraid. Our Blue is 14 months old, we rescued her as a very sick feral at 4 weeks, she has slept in bed with us since 7 or 8 weeks old, we have no kids and dote on her. She is going in tomorrow for the vaccine, we didn't do it when we got her because of the risk of injection-site sarcoma, but will do it now with the newer adjuvant-free vaccine. Please keep your fingers crossed for Alice, as I will for Ember and the other sweeties. Thank you again,
Peace,
Beth

