Hi, everyone, I meant to send this to the group yesterday.. this is an email I wrote two days ago before Naomi has become an angel..
-----Original Message----- From: Hideyo Yamamoto Sent: Tuesday, August 01, 2006 2:01 PM To: 'Belinda' Subject: RE: conversation with my Naomi via my AC, jasmine.. Yesterday, I had an opportunity to ask Jasmine (my AC) to talk to my baby Naomi -- Though Naomi does not feel that well, she finds this entire process of living very interesting.. she is not looking to be cured as she does not feel that she has a control over the physical problem she has, but she is also not rush into crossing right now either... she is sort of hanging in there.. when she is sleeping, she spends most of the time at another dimension already.. and that's why she looks peaceful (and she does) --- Jasmine told me that she is a very strong minded kitty which is very true.. she does not want to be euthanized which I had no intension of doing to her.. but she does not want me try too hard to keep her alive by medications either.. she just wants to be "let it be" --- which I am doing.. when I am at home, I stroke her back and tell her how much I love her..I am trying to make her place as comfortable as she can be.... Jasmine told me that I need to be comfortable with suffering.. the pain I am feeling is much greater that what Naomi is going through.. Jasmine was also surprised how much vitality she has considering the physical weakness she is experiencing... which is very true.. she sleeps most of the time,, but all of sudden she gets up and start walking which is just amazing to me.. and my vet is also surprised how much energy she shows to fight.. I think that a miracle of Naomi is happening already... she is showing so much strength to the world, how strong she is spiritually regardless of physical uncertainty that she is experiencing. Jasmine also mentioned to me about Buddhism book, called comfortably by uncertainty which is very intriguing to me as I get extremely uncomfortable with things that are not sure.. Any, I appreciate all your prayers, and please continue to pray for Naomi --- Hideyo and Naomi..
