Aw Kelley, I'm so sorry about Morgana. I always feel like there might
have been /something/ else I could have done to save them. I think it's
part of the grief process. Even though I believe that their spirits
live on and we are always connected, death still feels so damn final!
It takes a good long while for me to switch gears and stop beating
myself up with 'what else' or 'what if'. With some of my kids, I'm
still waiting for it to stop. We become so immersed in their care; we
are fortunate enough to have some success; we start to believe that
these things are in our power to change. The only real thing in our
control is how we respond to what happens. Please try to be kind to
yourself. You're such a good human with such a big heart. Your babies
want you to be happy and at peace.
Such a tiny little girl, I bet she was sooo pretty and only 3 years
old. I still think of my bottle baby Timmy as a kitten and he's just
over 3. I'm sure your worry over sweet Missy is not helped by so recent
a loss.
Hugs, blessings and condolences to you and your family,
Nina
Kelley Saveika wrote:
I'm so sad. My little Morgana died less than an hour ago. I noticed
something was not right about the way she was lying and picked her up
and she was doing that awful head lolling thing and panting. I stuck
her in a crate and drove as fast as I could to the emergency hospital
but she passed before I could get there. I gaev her her meds earlier
and I wonder if she had a bad reaction...just 1/2 droppeful of
amoxycillin and 1/2 periactin. I feel like there was something I
could have done to stop it. My poor little girl was only 3. She is a
white persian with big beautiful eyes. She is a tiny girl, just 5.25
pounds.
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