I think Nina's spencer was that way - very weak but became very active due to steroid - Michelle - I don't mean to keep bugging you about this - but try not to focus on what you may not have.. but focus on what you have - Luch is still alive and here with you.. don't let fear or uncertainty take over the time you have with Michelle - the time is wasted that way.. when my feeling with filled with guilt, sadness, anger, fear with losing my babies, my AC suggested that I read the book called "comfortable with uncertainty", which I ordered, but never showed up for some reason.. but it will guide you through to find peace in your mind no matter how uncertain the future is.. but focus on today, right now.. and maximize the joy of what you have right now....as no one.. no one can control what will happen even 1 minute from now..
_____ From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of [EMAIL PROTECTED] Sent: Wednesday, January 31, 2007 5:50 AM To: [email protected] Subject: Re: fever question Yesterday she was laying around not moving much. So far this morning she has climbed a 6 foot tall cat tree, gone outside, gone on the kitchen table, and come upstairs for the first time in a week. That is the steroids. She has a very large belly even after draining and a back bone sticking out and her membranes are white. I am giving her epogen and feline interferon and hoping for a miracle, but probably she does not have long enough to worry much about long term steroid effects. I am happy she feels more like herself. Michelle In a message dated 1/30/2007 10:12:07 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: I worry about so much steroid overtime because although cats can tolerate far more than dogs...there is still a point where they cannot help but begin to acquire the side-effects. I'm not advising -- just generally wanting to understand.

