I often have to explain to my husband why I'm crying and it's generally over an Internet friend's cat who is sick or who has died. He seems to get it now! :) Gina
wendy <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: lololol...should I be laughing at this??? it does sound crazy, but we all know you aren't. thanks for the endorphins :) wendy --- Kelley Saveika wrote: > Wendy, > > I have meltdowns nearly every day just reading this > list. I can > barely read the feline heart list at all. And yeah, > I cry at work > too. It isn't good... > > Try explaining to your boss that you aren't crying > over your own > cat...you are crying over your Internet friends' cat > that you've never > met (the friend or the cat). > > > > Kelley > > On 4/3/07, wendy wrote: > > Leah, > > > > In a twisted way, I am glad I'm not alone. Of > course, > > in my own utopia, I would never wish those kinds > of > > memories on anyone. You used the perfect > > term...agonizing. Prayers going out for peace for > all > > of us. > > > > :) > > Wendy > > > > --- "Wolf, Leah R." wrote: > > > > > Wendy, > > > > > > You are not alone. It took two weeks for my > Bubba > > > to die from felv and > > > watching him slip away inch by inch was > agonizing. > > > When I think of him, I > > > have to force myself not to dwell on the > experience > > > or else I will break > > > down all over again. > > > > > > > > > Leah > > > -----Original Message----- > > > From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] > > > [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On > > > Behalf Of wendy > > > Sent: Tuesday, April 03, 2007 11:05 AM > > > To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org > > > Subject: OT: Small meltdown > > > > > > Hey guys, > > > > > > Why is it that even a year and a half after > > > Cricket's passing, I can burst > > > into tears after having flashbacks of the night > he > > > died? To a logical > > > person (being me), it sounds ridiculous and > > > overdramatic. > > > But the fact remains that when I allow myself to > > > remember what happened with > > > Cricket the night he died, and how horrible it > was, > > > it sends me straight > > > into meltdown. I am at work for heaven's sake. > > > Usually, when I think about > > > Cricket, I don't think about that one day in his > > > life. But it seems so > > > unfair that he couldn't have a more peaceful > death. > > > I will never forget his > > > suffering, even knowing that he is now at rest. > Why > > > do some > > > people's/animal's last days of their lives have > to > > > be filled with pain and > > > suffering? > > > I just don't understand it. I think maybe all > the > > > recent losses, and sadly > > > there have been many, might be bringing my > memories > > > back, but maybe that's a > > > good thing? Maybe we never really fully stop > > > grieving, but every little > > > meltdown we have allows us to heal a little > more. > > > > > > Thanks for letting me ramble about my lack of > > > understanding of the meaning > > > of life. > > > :) > > > Wendy > > > > > > "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful > > > committed citizens can change > > > the world: Indeed it is the only thing that ever > > > has!" > > > > > > ~~~ Margaret Meade ~~~ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ____________________________________________________________________________ > > > ________ > > > Get your own web address. > > > Have a HUGE year through Yahoo! Small Business. > > > > http://smallbusiness.yahoo.com/domains/?p=BESTDEAL > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful > committed citizens can change the world: Indeed it > is the only thing that ever has!" > > > ~~~ Margaret Meade > ~~~ > > > > > > > > > > > ____________________________________________________________________________________ > > Never miss an email again! > > Yahoo! Toolbar alerts you the instant new Mail > arrives. > > > http://tools.search.yahoo.com/toolbar/features/mail/ > > > > > > > -- > Rescuties - Saving the world, one cat at a time. > > http://www.rescuties.org > > Vist the Rescuties store and save a kitty life! > > http://astore.amazon.com/rescuties-20 > > Please help Joey! > http://rescuties.chipin.com/joey-autoimmune-hemolytic-anemia > > "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful committed citizens can change the world: Indeed it is the only thing that ever has!" ~~~ Margaret Meade ~~~ ____________________________________________________________________________________ Don't get soaked. Take a quick peek at the forecast with the Yahoo! Search weather shortcut. http://tools.search.yahoo.com/shortcuts/#loc_weather Visit my Tigger Tales site! --------------------------------- Be a PS3 game guru. Get your game face on with the latest PS3 news and previews at Yahoo! Games.
