Caroline, I apologize for being late on my reply back to you. I just recently broke my foot....if it weren't for bad luck I wouldn't have any. I'm so sorry to hear about your precious angel Monkee. I too know what it's like to be there as well when they leave us. I remember not sleeping for at least a week or so kept having vivid dreams. It was sheer exhaustion that made me finally break. I questioned myself "Why this kitty" he endured so much in such a short time with me.
Monkee doesn't want you to feel bad at this time so be gentle to your self. He is now at a place where there is no pain or illnesses playing with all the other angel kids. It does get easier over the course of time but you never forget the final moments. Take the time to remember all the good things about him. As stated by one of the other members the good things will overcome the bad things. Monkee will always be with you watching from above. Monkee will send another furbaby needing help at the time you don't expect it. This will be his way of saying "Hey Mom help this guy out" I believe when we leave we go to the "Rainbow Bridge" that we will be rejoined with our loved ones that means our angel furkids as well. Please don't be hard on yourself and take care. You are in my thoughts and prayers We are always here for you if you need to vent or just to talk. Terrie Mohr-Forker TAZZY'S ANIMAL TRANSPORTS SIAMESE & COLLIE RESCUE Donations accepted at: _https://www.paypal.com/_ (https://www.paypal.com/) _http://www.tazzys-siameses-collies.petfinder.org/_ (http://www.tazzys-siameses-collies.petfinder.org/) _http://groups.yahoo.com/group/wasiameserescue_ (http://groups.yahoo.com/group/wasiameserescue) _http://hometown.aol.com/tatorbunz/myhomepage/petmemorial.html_ (http://hometown.aol.com/tatorbunz/myhomepage/petmemorial.html) _http://www.felineleukemia.org/_ (http://www.felineleukemia.org/) _http://www.hometown.aol.com/tatorbunz/index.html_ (http://www.hometown.aol.com/tatorbunz/index.html) _http://www.petloss.com/_ (http://www.petloss.com/) ************************************** Get a sneak peek of the all-new AOL at http://discover.aol.com/memed/aolcom30tour
