Roxanne, the pain is unbearable, I know, but it is so much better than he was with you and he felt your love before he went back to being the angel you always knew him to be. Once, a long time ago, one of my cats died alone when I wasn't home. That is an ache in my soul that has never gone away. I am crying again now when I think about it, even though it happened more than 20 years ago.
Amani From: Felvtalk [mailto:felvtalk-boun...@felineleukemia.org] On Behalf Of Roxanne Smith Sent: May-27-16 2:46 AM To: felvtalk Subject: [Felvtalk] Eagle foster cat This was a beloved foster. Not felv. However I need to express myself somewhere as I am depressed. He was eight months old and died Thursday on the way to door county. I was going out of town and needed to bring him with as he was on meds and was in congestive heart failure. I think he had a fatal heart attack. I feel if I would have left him home he would not have died. My choice killed him.
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