I lost him yesterday morning. He was having a really hard time breathing due to the tumor in his chest. It was time, they got me in right away. It was so very hard to say goodbye. I haven't been able to quit crying since. It's so unbelievably hard, even knowing that it would happen soon. I miss him so much. Everything reminds me of him. I am at work luckily alone today, and can't quit crying. I had him with me at work last week and he was laying on my desk and purring and sleeping. It's just so hard to believe he is gone. I sat in the parking lot at my vets for at least an hour with my car door open, just in case he spirit needed to get inside and come home with me. I know it will get better, but right now the pain is just unbearable. I know that those here who have gone through this understand where I am right now.
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