Re: Belinda please add Levi to CLS

[Kerry MacKenzie]

Dear Michelle I know I replied already off-list, but again---please don't feel bad. It was because of you that I sought help for Levi on Tuesday night rather than wait till Wednesday. He would have suffered all night too if I hadn't done that. That was when the exam showed he had painful mouth ulcers. I felt really bad then, as it seemd obvious that was why he couldn't/wouldn't eat. I would have felt even worse if that hadn't been discovered till Wednesday. take care, kerry         ----- Original Message ----- From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] To: felvtalk@vlists.net Sent: Thursday, January 27, 2005 8:17 AM Subject: Re: Belinda please add Levi to CLS Kerry, I am so sorry.  I am also so sorry that I kept inisting there might be options for treating him, when he was obviously so far gone.  I feel very bad about that now.  I think that Simon's turnaround has made it hard for me to accept that anyone's time is definitely here unless they are in respiratory distress, and has made me hold out hope until that point.  Which maybe is too much in a lot of cases.  I am so sorry for what you have been through with Levi and that he had to go, and I am sorry that process was not peaceful.  I have been sending thoughts to Levi, and now I will send them to you because it is now you who needs to heal, if healing is ever really possible in these situations. I am so very sorry. Michelle