Patti,
I don't why it should be, but the most caring and spiritual people seem to be the most afflicted physically.  Perhaps it has to do with taking on the woes of the world that others don't even acknowledge.  Somehow all the hardship gets internalized, we have to figure out a way to better purge all the ugliness we're exposed to.  Most of the time my life is completely out of balance.  I know it would benefit me to spread a bit of the TLC I give to others on me, but I just don't seem to have the time!  In the meantime I pray for strength, health and direction, for both of us!
Nina

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Nina,
Thanks. I have been thru so much in the past year, w/ problems w/ my health etc. and although I kept "lurking" I was reluctant to start actively posting. (Due to my health & related problems I'd withdrawn from "the world".)
But I finally decided that maybe something I could pass on would be of help to someone.
I currently do not have any positives, but in all my years of rescue, the Felv and FIV babies always held a special place in my heart. And I was determined to do all I could for them.  It has left me w/ a big part of my heart being broken and a feeling of inadequacy.....
But since I have started posting again I do feel a kind of release of all the bottled up emotions that have been eating away at me....
My heart goes out to everyone on this list and their dedication to their babies.
Patti

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