helllllloooo dear lord, hahaha bllahahahahaha why am i so tired it's only 11:30 but i'm tired so tired hmm maybe it's from all that thinking. man you go to some crazy shows, umm i went to some stupid jazz band concert which i thought was gonna be fun cause i love watching that kinda stuff and all the solos...and then i remembered they're just a bunch of stuck up "cool" people from my school, and megan who's supposed to by my friend didn't even come up to my table and talk to me and she was like hanging out with all these people that we make fun of all the time. fuck her anyway just another wannabe... so i was like sitting...at a table...with my umm parents yeah people laura's soooo cool! then everyone acted like i had some sort of attitude problem FUCK THEM ALL someday we'll watch them all die... oh and i got an acceptance letter from the interlochen all-state program thingie for like 2 weeks this summer (oh yeah it's a camp...just in case that was kinda unclear) yay! of course it may be just another chance to realize that it might not be petoskey's problem...not the worlds problem either. everything is my fault. lets face it i'm the problem!!! but anyway yeah anyway blablablah well im glad you're having a good life anyway, wow i know someone who has a godo life! hey i wrote godo instead of good! i wonder if that's a word...is there such a word as godo? blahaha when it rains i sit and slosh in the puddles and lalalalalalalalalala i often try to think of escape routes from my house in case someone should start chasing me...but where to run to? i have such a bad sense of direction! maybe the looney house that's like 3 streets away! and talk to the guy in the bright green plastic sunglasses, although he might mistake me for another one of his many personalities, but that's okay...much better conversation then these fucking boring Petoskey people...ohhhh my fucking god i don't fit in! WOW! sooo surprised! maybe the world would be better if everything was made of jello! aagh sorry i am probably like boring you to death with my boring personality and umm i'm so braindead right now i can't seem to be able to reply to anything you wrote before, i can't even comprehend the better half of it because i'm so entangled in the meaning of life and the meaning of death and what it would be like to die, but then again it would be much better to just sit in a gutter for the rest of my life and take showers in the rain, and maybe eventually find a good deal on a clown car and drive it around, and then catch up with barnum and bailey and maybe they'll be desperate for circus performers but anyway that's much too far into the future. well seeya later mr. apple jester hat yat bat sat on the cat, ladder datter blahahahaha ===== Naked ambition can get pretty kinky __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Yahoo! Auctions - buy the things you want at great prices http://auctions.yahoo.com/ _______________________________________________ Five7Five mailing list [EMAIL PROTECTED] http://www.pairlist.net/mailman/listinfo/five7five
