so what if I'm crazy? at least I have art. so what if I'm not creative? at least I'm not crazy.
sometimes the ideas shrivel and abort themselves just after conception, leaving an emptiness sometimes too hollow to bear. it's easier when they never come in the first place. inoculations of depakote, wellbutrin, neurontin, seroquel muffle the sharpness of the day, but smother words still growing in the womb. sometimes I stop just to feel again, just to be afraid, exuberant, serene, furious. But mostly, it's just that I can't take the cries of all the ideas that never had a chance to be born. -soopafreek- > >haven't been writing >lately my medication's >been eating my words > _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp _______________________________________________ Five7Five mailing list [EMAIL PROTECTED] http://www.pairlist.net/mailman/listinfo/five7five
