<1.> Unused to airfilled chocolates: this method perplexes beyond reason. I wanted to give up and explode: you slept all day long.
Take your god damned Air Pockets and your god damned "ambrosia" crap and talk back for once, or go away. I do not know anymore, how I am built. You bake in the arsenic and apathy, and I delight in salmon tortes, or axlotls. I dont care, Im going on. I dont know why you were thrilled I knew Greek; I know better things, like candy and adoration. "As though persons were the centers of activity," you disolve. I do too. Forget it. Let's just hack our limbs off with broken glass. Delight should not be so tall and unseasonable, so listless, so hardworking, so thin and analytical. Delight should be rounded, violet-eyed: I'll take Her. <2.> I've never done this before, Not Really. And, as with all habit, I am liable to break it. I do not know if I can build enough of clouds for us to fly with. They ought, I think, to merely appear below us, as we realise where we are. And I know, suddenly, that there is this spanish violet in you, this melting to me, that I will not find in thin somber tree branches. I am afraid that you will be too strong for me to trick myself with, for the love of magic. If you could only be beyond my imagination, an empty vessel of agony that never shook. I'll take Him. <3.> I was pouring out, a glass of tap. Dusty. I didn't exactly ask to be woken up, and I was not aided much by this morning. So dreams it is: In a sing song voice, I stay Far away. <4.> Good poetry is impossible if you can feel anything at all. Lets be scientists, and build a chart? A1: I stay where I am. (Im not sure where that could be or is.) A2: I go to something that has never worked for me. B1: I give up on people entirely, and without any reservations. B2: Rakish idealism, entirely resplendent with 'wine, women and hard living'. I suppose that its all the same: what I wanted, after all, was to be utterly defeated. -Tay Arrow Sherman. -- --- -- --- -- --- -- -- -- --- 1KRT: http://www.one38.org/ .AIM: Adopted Clownfish Phn.: 617.983.8137 -- --- -- --- -- 28 Armstrong Street #1 Jamaica Plain MA 02130 United States --- -- -- -- --- _______________________________________________ Five7Five mailing list [EMAIL PROTECTED] http://www.pairlist.net/mailman/listinfo/five7five
