This is what could happen.

One day, I could be sitting 
near the window as rain 
begins and the sky begins 
to cackle in it's throat. We 
are exploring the jungle, we 
are in our borrowed house, 
there is no glass in the windows. 
Then there was you.
We will look at each other, 
smile, and fall into the sky. 
The sky is a kind of  swimming, 
that never tires, and never ends.

One day, when my third and fourth robot 
arms have healed into my skin, 
and our suction cups are firmly in place, 
we could get up in the morning 
and, without saying anything, we could 
start climbing up the walls. We are excited 
to be sideways, or upside-down, and 
to have six limbs each, half-robot-insect.

One day, when I am a snake 
charmer, and you are my contortionist, 
and we have run away to the circus, 
I will teach you to stand on the tongue 
of an asp, and coil yourself into golden 
smoke. Technicolor, half-human creatures 
will laugh at your endless shapes, and we 
will forget that we have forgotten 
that sometimes life is unattainable.

I see that the best things, for some 
reason, are never reached. So here, 
Things That Could Happen. I hereby present 
these items to the committe. Only, I will tell you 
a secret: dont ever find the living world.

When you hear the rain, close your eyes. 
Imagine that jungle, but for chrissakes,
hold on to your chair, or a windowsill. 
The windows have glass, and smell like dust; 
they tell us that there are no robots except 
for eyesight. And circuses are cheap--I really did 
run away to one, when I was eighteen.

Only, you get so close. I could smell the orchids,
this morning, and the rain and mud, and it is
January, and it isn't even raining. And I pressed
my hands against the wall and looked to see why
they didnt stick. And I opened a basket full of 
feathers, and there were no snakes.

I dont think that it would be hard to be God, 
to be perfect. I told David that. "All you would 
have to do," I said, "is Everything. It's just that 
no one else is bothering." He doesn't bother 
of course; I've never seen anyone even try. 

But then there was you.

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-Tay Arrow Sherman.


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between sanity and insanity? You 
think in a locked room there's 
sanity and insanity? Anyways, 
I don't know if there are any 
children anymore. Maybe they 
went out of fashion."
                  -Kathy Acker.
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