when i was coming home from work yesterday
i came across a bum who had a question for me
the question was, "hey buddy! wanna smoke a joint!"
 
the only appropriate thing to do, of course,
was to except his offer whole heartedly. i nodded.
he then whipped out a loosely rolled marijuana cigarette
and we proceeded to smoke it
 
after a few puffs i began to feel rude
here i am mooching off of this old man
and i hadn't even the manners to introduce myself
 
"my name is david," i lied easily
(people say i look like a david)
"Ron," he lied back
i saw the insincerity in his eyes
 
Ron wouldn't let me talk
he'd carry on with a story until
he ran out of words
than we'd sit in silence, staring out at the street
 
he'd begin again on a totally new subject
and when i tried to interject
he'd cut me off and continue on
so i just sat back and listened
 
his stories ran together with no end in sight, he,
talked on and on about how he got his shoes,
nice ones, from a drunken indian for a fifty cent piece.
they were very nice shoes, quality hiking boots
 
he told me he spoke chinese
i didn't believe him, but he proved it..., i guess
i don't speak chinese so it could have been jibberish
but it sounded convincing, i laughed
 
he told me he spent 17 years in taiwan as a kid
i didn't beleive him there either but,
he unrolled his sleeping bag
and took out a leather bound bible,
most likely his most important possesion,
and produced for me two pictures
of a small boy, riding atop a water buffalo.
 
"that was my friend flicka," he said, staring back out towards the street.
"she lived for twenty-two years."
there was a held back sob beneath his voice.
i believed him then, and felt sorry for the crazy old man.
 
forty-three years old,
a wild puff of hair atop his head
to match the wild beard protruding from his chin
to match the wild eyes blazing out from wild puffs of eyebrows
set in the top center of his leather sun beaten face.
 
Ron told me how much the city had changed so much
in the 20 short years since he'd first come here
 
"why, people used to sit out in front of the bars drinking and having a good time."
"people weren't afraid to smoke out in the open,
with the fuzz driving up and down the ave."
 
i smiled when phrases like "the fuzz" would come out of his chapped lips.
 
when i got up to leave
he asked me for a quarter to make a phone call.
he didn't beg, or inject any care into his voice,
but his eyes pleaded with me.
 
"here," i said handing him a five
 
he looked down to what i had placed in his hand...
 
clenched his fist...
 
and threw it in my face.
 
"thanks for nothing," he said to me backing away.
 
 
 
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                 aim at mrbigfoo,
                 distracted with his shoes untied.

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